I failed a class and now I have to retake the exam. So incredibly frustrated~ Curse this test-oriented education system! I finally broke free from 12 years of elementary and secondary school, and managed to get into college, only to find it’s still exactly the same.
It’s back-to-school season again. Watching the freshmen streaming onto campus, I can’t help but recall my own matriculation last year. A whole year has flown by, yet those memories remain incredibly vivid. The first year of college changes your perspective a lot. I don’t even know if I’ve changed for the better or the worse. Sometimes college feels like a really annoying place, and other times it feels pretty meaningful… Oh well, enough rambling for now.
Even though the break felt pretty boring and I was looking forward to school starting, now that it’s just around the corner, I suddenly don’t want to go back anymore. My plans for the holidays fell through again. My friends always complain, “You always make this excuse or that excuse, we can never reach you! What on earth are you busy with every day?” But looking back at this break, I really didn’t accomplish anything special. Sigh… what a massive fail. That’s really the only way I can describe myself. I just hope I can cheer up a bit and welcome the new semester with a smile!
Staying at home is just so incredibly boring. Every day is the same: sit in front of the computer writing code, and when I get tired, play around for a bit. I feel like my IQ is constantly dropping. Oh man… maybe I really am starting to get stupid, haha… If this keeps up, I might as well just change my name to “Little Silly Bear”, haha~