Scanning the web day in and day out, searching recruitment sites over and over… why is finding an internship so incredibly difficult? It’s even harder than I imagined, and the worst part is the discrimination against fresh graduates. Sigh… I’m speechless.
It’s been ages since I last wrote anything. And now, I’ve moved my digital home back here. Still using f2blog. Right now, I’m just picturing myself sitting outdoors, holding a cup of tea, feeling a gentle breeze brushing past, looking like I’ve just finished a hard day’s work~
Lately, I’ve indeed been busy with a ton of things, so much so that I neglected my own website. But the holidays are coming up! Time to take a break, clean things up, and get everything sorted out. Haha, a website can’t go without fresh content, so new stuff will start showing up gradually. As the saying goes, “Good wine needs no bush” (or “Good wine sells itself”)~
I heard about this movie a long time ago, but it wasn’t until yesterday that I finally watched it. Honestly, it doesn’t feel like a film meant for kids at all; many parts of it are incredibly adult…
The weather has been super weird lately, making it feel almost like early winter. Consequently, my mind has been feeling a bit off, and my body feels off too. Maybe Virgos are all a bit overly sensitive, noticing even the slightest shift in the air. I’ve got mild cold symptoms, an upset stomach, and absolutely zero energy. It seems like it’s all because of this crazy weather—it’s already April, and it’s still snowing!… Then again, I can’t blame it all on the weather. If humans hadn’t treated nature the way we do, we probably wouldn’t be seeing all these bizarre natural phenomena so often, haha~
More and more, I’m realizing that life has so many hurdles we have to face. Those old fantasies, old dreams, and that heart once full of hope for the future have completely lost their spark lately. Sometimes I complain about life, wondering why everything goes so wrong for me, and why life always seems to be plotting against me. But when I calm down and think about it, I realize the responsibility actually lies with myself. I simply haven’t worked hard enough to earn the favor of Lady Luck.
It seems that to be a bear who can actually fly, having dreams as wings isn’t enough; I also need to build up enough strength in those wings to lift myself off the ground. Dreams are the wings, but hard work is the strength.
Life isn’t a piece of cake waiting for you to eat it. It’s a wheat seed. Every one of us must plant it, tend to it with care, watch it grow, and eventually harvest it, mill it into flour, knead the dough, and bake the cake from scratch… In the end, it’s not about who makes the biggest cake, but about how it tastes—the taste of devotion, the taste of life itself…